New Year's resolutions

 Do you got New Year's resolutions .

i dont cause none of those things barely stay alive, and i think that New Year's resolutions are more like promises that you make with and to yourself, 

and be honest how many of New Year's resolutions make it through the year, not many i can tell you that,

the best you can do is not to make an New Year's resolutions and just say to yourself ,

IMMA DO THIS ..so if you got a goal..then dont make a New Year's resolutions just go and get it,

or at least try., when you dont succeed at once then dont give upand keep on going ,

cause im still chasing my dreams and goals, and i may not ever get there,

but at least i can say i tried, 

but ive got no New Year's resolutions , ive got goals im gonna do.

one of the things most inportant to me of one of those goals is,...leaving the past behind me,

im learning to do that, 

some people say ah hell just move on and stop whining,

and my reaction to that is...im not whining or bitching...nobody who has been or are going through hell and back wants to whine and be stuck in a rut and nobody who has been or are going through hell and back wants to be depressed or afraid of whatever they may experience,  

i did not asked to be in a situation that im stuck in now., neither do the people who went  or are going through a hard time,

but to make a long story short, 

some people can talk so easy , for some its easier said then done.,

and some may not ever understand sh*t., 

some will be ignorant for life, 

let them live in their ignorance. 

you know better, 

and you can do beter.,

and with that said i believe in making no New Year's resolutions ,

dont do it...JUST DO IT!!! cause making promises to yourself will make it harder to deal with ,

why ??

cause when you do not arrive at you destination , you will be disappointed and sad.

the only thing you can do is,, JUST DO IT...AND MOVE ON..

and with that you can never really fail., cause you dont have to make a promise and you dont have a deadline.

and i hope this will help ..cause it truly helps for me., knowing i dont have a deadline, no promises.

juse me , myself and i..and my life.

and is it gonna be hard yes..but knowing you have controle over your own life feels good.,

and knowing there is no promises and deadlines feels sooooo good.,

you can breath and you can look around you and live your life , and in the meantime you do your thing,

im gonna stop..this is my last post for this year 2012..

and next year im gonna be back..and i hope you will be here to.

i wanna show my love and respect to you , and i wanna show my appreciation.

i wanna thank you for stopping by , i know im not famous or anything.

but i wanna thank everyone for stopping by here and being part of my life.,

i wish you all the best for next year., 

and if you got questions just ask me.
.you can comment me ,
and i will get back at you.,

so HAPPY NEW YEAR 

-Nadia-