nobody

why is it that when someone finally get their life on the right track ,

someone or something kicks you down , while you are trying to get up.

why???

do some people get a kick from kicking others down.

life is hard enough.,

why am i saying this,

i am in this position again for the millionth time ,

i was doing soo damn good.,i was going to therapy

( no im not nuts ,by the way for the smar*sses)

and i was figuring stuff out., and now i got this woman breathing in my nek and looking over me every step of the way..,

she says she wants to help me, but the only she does is give me stress.

i was trying to tell her that some things take time.

and the things im dealing with takes time to. ( i will tell you when im ready what it is)
taking trauma therapy is not easy, and only people that had it or are going through it know what it feels like,

but the situation im in is not only my problem more of people like me in the netherlands are going through it.

basically it feels like the government is saying to us that we are lying.

yeah there are people that lie,. nobody can ignor that.

but serriously why treat all people people like that.

there are people with serrious problems and some of them need help.

but it looks like the people that need help get kicked down ,.

and laught at..

we aint victims ,

we are all equall.

but im not gonna let someone kick me down. hellll nahh.

ive been through this more then enough to let some ignorant person do this.

if the ones that hate wanna live in ignorance then let them.

you and i know that nobody can determine what we are as a person.

and im not gonna let anyone chance me . because they want to pretend they are beter then me.

so im gonna keep continuing fighting for me.

xoxox

nadia