take a bow ( the curtain is closing) the show is over

today i woke up..with the idea of cutting up all of the pictures off people that are no longer in my life..
their no longer in my life cause they have hurt and dictated my life for to long..
and 2003 was the ending of that dictatorship.
i opend my door for them..if im guilty for anything ...its being naief..
they didnt want a friend they wanted someone to controle..
and all i heard was lies about how i was a bitch..
look im not perfect i admit it...but i am no bad friend.
my other friends can tell you that if im your friend i got your back..im honest..real..im me..
i dont backstab..never..
cause ive been f*cked by my own blood.
and i know how it feels..when people stab you in the back and how it hurts..

im thankfull to god i still have 3 good faithfull respectfull loyal friends in the world
shout out to jessica ,jennifer and anushka i love u girls.
theze girls know me tru and tru and have my back life i have theirs..
their my eminem to my proof.
they know me the best .they know my history ,they know my past.
i love em..

but back to the other hating b***hes
they dissrespected not only me my family but also the girls i was friends with and still am...
again theze girls wanted someone to dictate and talk behind everyones back..
not only are they backstabbers they are soo dumb cause they where talkin about eachother and they didnt even knew it about eachother..and the funny fact is they are still friends what kinda friendship is that..
talkin sh*t about one and other and still being friends LMFAO
oh my god so stupid..haha
im thankfull i do not know them no longer..7 years of freedom..
and im thankfull for the GOOD FRIENDS I STILL HAVE

so this morning i cut up the pictures of all the hating b**hes
i dont regret it..and im happy about it...
you know one girl acctuly wanted to be friends again LOL
oh no im not falling for that ..
if i did my life would be full of drama and bullsh*t..
and im 25 and ive been tru hell in my life.
and i do not want that sh*t anymore..
so i declined they friendship friendly ...cause im not like them..
i was thinkin take a bow for the biggest show theze hating b**ches gave..LOL
im over it..and now that i dont have their memories anymore..
im done..with it..

friendship is respect
and not talkin behind backs of your friends.
or backstab..
friendship is about listning to eachother and takin eachother how they are..
and yes in friendship everyone can get fights ,..but the art of friendship is..that making up.
and not blaiming eachother..life is to short.
if u know someone that is your best friend that loves you tru it all.
then thank god..cause there are not so many people anymore that have that quality...
friendship is rare..true friendship is rare..

SO AGAIN MY RESPECT AND SHOUT OUT TO MY BESTES FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD I LOVE YOU GIRLS..YOU ARE MY FAMILY
JESSICA JENNIFER AND ANUSHKA
LOVE U GIRLS

xoxoxxoxox
nadia

p.s
and to all haterzz
take a bow ..the show is over..the curtain is closing..


rihanna take a bow