valentines

i hate valentines day( no not bacause im single or the fact i did not get a card)
thats not why i hate valentines day.
well i do not 100% hate it but i think its a bunch of crap to just say to your loved one(s) that you love em.
no you should do that on a normal day to.
not just 1 day. i do wanna sound so depressing but life is to short.
to not show your appreciation and love to someone that you truly love.
it can be anyone it can be your best friend your sister , brother , your lover ;)
a grandparent or mom or dad anyone you truly love and appreciate.

if they are there for you through the good the bad the ugly and the worse.
and they are your rock your suport in hard times.
and your suport and shoulder to cry on and if they are that someone you can have real fun with and that you can be yourself with.
someone that is honest with you that loves you for that person you are.
and that will have your back alway.
show them some love not only today but just when you feel they need to hear it.
they will appriciate it. to hear that you love them. and appriciate them.
and that you also got their back when they need someone.



so im gonna do the same now..im gonna let the ones i love know i appriciate them and love them
here it is..

to jessica
my best friend , my sister.
girl if you read this i want you to know i love you.
i know you had a hard sad time and it did hurt me to see you in that much pain.
and im sorry if i did not get the chance to be there in person with you.
but please believe me when i say ( that i wanted to be there for you and keysha)
but also remember eventho im so far away from you now.
im still here for you., in spririt im with you when you need me.
i will be here forever when you need someone to talk to and ill be your friend and sister .
thanks for being the best sister and friend to me.











to jennifer
your my best friend and sister and i love you.
i thank god everyday for the face we are still friends and sisters.
jenni if you read this i want you to know i love you .
and i will always be here for you and when you need someone to talk to ill be here.
when you need someone to laugh with im here.
jenni i know i live far away from you ,
but always remember i will always be there in spirit with you.
and jenni remember i will always be your friend when you need one.
and i will always be your sister when you need one.
jennifer thank you for being the best sister and friend to me.
love you










to momma
mommy i love you...reaalllly much.
you have no idea what i would do for you , if i could i would get the moon and stars for you.
i would sail across the world and repay you back in anything you want.
for the things you have done for me.
people think its grazy for the mother daughter relationship we have.
cause its also a friendship.
but when people relize what the both of us went through in the past.
they may understand.
cause in the past we only had eachother to lean on.
nobody was there for us.
it was just you and me.
the big part of my childhood was f@#$%^cked up by my pops and someone else.
but you tried your best to let me be a kid and thankgod i did have times where i could be a kid. mom thank you for that.
mom i aprriciate you and i love you .
never forget where ever i may be i will be always be here for you.
when you need me i will dropp what im doing and run to you.
cause i will be your strong rock now.
because you where mine when i needed it.
but mom its my turn now to take care of you now. so let me do it.
mom i respect you and i appriciate you and i will always love you.
HAPPY VALENTINE MOM


and to all of you i know its corny.
but please tell the ones you love that you love em.


xoxox
Nadia