2012 Here we come

2011 had his good moments and its bad moments.
it had its revolutionary moments and it had its sad moments.
and it had its funny or stupid moments., or it had its reallest moments.
yes we all know what this year brought.,
im sitting here wondering what 2012 is gonna bring.
is it really gonna be bad on the financial sector like they say it is gonna be.,
if thats true., then im not lookin forward to 2012.,
cause if it means that more and more people are gonna be broke and fighting to live and fight to have a roof over their head and food on the table ,
then i do not look forward to it.,
i know what it feels like to have practically nothing.
to want what others have i grew up poor., and still to this day i do not have alot .,
yes money is needed but it does not make you happy.,
and is it frustrating when others can do more with their money then you., yes it is frustrating.
but to be honest., i rather have my health and the roof over my head and the food on my table .,
cause i truly appriciate the fact that i have a house and food.,
cause there are people that do not have these things.
and when you relize that, that is when in sinks in that you are lucky .

and if you are reading this and MAYBE thinkin that i have never acctuly have felt how it feels to be poor , yes i did.,
i have seen it all, i have seen so many bailiffs coming to get money., the money we did not have.
we had a time we only ate bread if we where lucky.,
and i swear to god it was not all that bad.,
cause my mom always found a way to get food.,

but i do understand that there are people out there that have it realllly much worse then i ever had.
and i feel for those people., my heart goes out to the people struggling to live.,
its not easy in a world where rich get richer and poor get poorer.

if 2012 is gonna be like this.,
then im gonna serriously pray for all that are in a difficult sittuation.,
and are fighting to survive and are tryna suport their family.,
and im not the praying type.,
but i will do it.,
but in the end i will pray and hope we will all surivive and that we all stay ourselves ,


but my new motto is ( yes this is really corny)
BE POSITIVE , SAY POSITIVE.

if i do not get the chance to get online before new years eve countdown :)
sorry.,
so im gonna wish you a happy new year.,
and not matter what 2012 will bring., we will survive.,
we will rise and be a army of strong soldiers.,
that will rise and be strong in any occasion

SO 2012 BRING IT....ON...
CAUSE HERE WE COME


XOXO
MUCH LOVE
NADIAAH