confused

im confused... how can u love someone that you hate because they have hurt so bad that there is no forgiving them.
im tryna understand this..cause im stuck..lately ive been thinkin about my father again.,
and ive been thinking about why he does not even try to contact me.
just to talk..,or just to see me.,
i am thinkin im not good enough for him. maybe to him i am a disappointment ,
i don't know what he is thinking and i don't know why i still care a little.
a piece of me doesnt care , but another part of me want Answers.
Answers im never gonna get anyways.

im sitting here thinking why the f☢ ☢ ck do i care.
i truly don't know..why a part of me wants to know some things.
i guess its human nature, people always want to know things .
and specially when they know they can never get the answers they want.
and specially when we deserve the answers ,

oh well i guess im never gonna get the answers i need.
but im not gonna let it effect my life.
if someone does not want to help you out by giving you answers you need.
then let them go..yeah i know it hurts and it sucks.
but do not let that effect you.

most of the time people that have hurt you really bad
are out to pull you down , they want to walk all over you and use u as a carpet.
live your life.,
and learn be strong.
dont let it break you , they cannot touch you .
you are unbreakable


im unbreakable