it's been a intersting couple of weeks.
and its been a hard .,
ive been working on myself .
yeah i know it sounds weird.
but like ive said before i have been through alot in the past .
and now its time to figure out how im supost to give it a place.
and its time to move on.
yeah some think its weird that im doing this..
but believe me when i say if you just let the things that bug you the things that push you over the edge of anger and sadness if you let that just hang ,
it will come back with a vengeance and it will hurt more then the thing you had been going through.
no it's not fun cleaning up the mess that someone else made.
and yes it will hurt and yes it will be hard but never let it hang.
work on it .so you can move on
and that is what im tryna do now.
one day from now if im ready to say it , i will explain why i am doing this..
but there is alot of things that was happening in my past.
and the mess someone else made yeah i have to clean it up.
and i was and i am still mad at it..
the song of eminem 25 to life is the closest to how i feel and felt.
this is a piece of the songs
Imma take control of this relationship
Command it
And I'm gonna be the boss of you now goddammit
And what I mean is that
I'm will no longer let you control me
another piece of eminem's song
it feels like that..sounds weird i know..
but i think the people that have been through hell and back understand what im saying.
but just listen to the song , its a great incredible song..
if i could i would say it personaly to mr mathers that , that song means the world to me.
music to me is a medicine .
my mp3 is full of eminem songs , cause it gives me more confidence.
yeah i know some may find that weird.
but like i said music is a medicine to me.
and i cannot live without it..
xoxox
nadia
P.S
im gonna try to get here more often.
and
oyeah my i wanna say congrats to my niece amanda with her birthday
love u girl
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