TO MOM

hi
im so sorry that it took so long for a new post !!
ive been bussy and i had a lot on my mind.
last week has been a ugly suprise...since i know now that my mother has to have surgery.
next month is the time she is getting into surgery.
and i have the need to confess .,
that im scared..,
my mother has been my mom and my dad and the rest of my family.
she has been there tru the bad and good with me..,
i know some people will probebly laugh soo hard when i say..
i am a mama's girl,
and its all because of the bond we have ..the bond got stronger when we had to go tru a whole lot of sh*t,
in the past.

so to the people that laught at the mommy's girl..!
f*ck it i dont care..
my mother is my hero and my angel.
she is my mom and my dad and my best friend.

and im scared that with this surgery im gonna lose her.
i dont wanna lose her.
she means the world to me and i would die if she is not here.,
and im not being a drama queen.
but understand that if you only have one person that loves you tru it all .
and you love them back.
you dont wanna lose that kinda love .,and that person..
it can be a parent a best friend , sister ,brother. grandma or grandfather or who ever ...,

losing someone close is like dying you're self.
so im praying to god and asking him to save my mom.
cause i truly love her and i dont wanna lose her.
so god im asking please protect my mom and keep her save.

mom if you ever read this.
im sooo sorry for the hard times..
lord knows it has not been easy for the both of us..
and sometimes i did not make it easier .
im sorry i was an angry teenager.

i love you mom
if i could i would get the sun and the stars and the moon.
or get you everything you want or needed.
and i will try to get you everything ..cause you deserve it.
 i am proud of you !!!
and i love you.. always

ill be strong for us !!