i just found out that my Moroccan grandmother has died..,
last have seen her when i was 5 , god she was a incredible woman.,
im sad cause i didnt have the chance or to go their to see her.,
i really did wanna see her., but alot of things worked against me..,
but now i will never get to see her.,
im writing this cause ive just foud out about it 15 minutes ago.,
tru the hard way ., yeah my dad didnt say shit.., i had to find out tru my cousin and my aunt.
my dad didnt even send me a note or something.., he knows where i live at.,
and he still didnt say shit..,
and im mad as hell ., because shit happend to me in my life i couldnt get to see her .
he probebly thinks i dont love her.
I F*CKIN DO LOVE HER...,SHE IS MY NANNA MY FAMILY .,
i cannot believe this shit is happening.,
here i sit with tears in my eyes ., missing her more then i ever did..,
relizing im never ever gonna see her.,
i wanted to see her so bad.. when my life got beter and i have stuff in order.,
today is a sad day.,
grandma i always missed u
and im sorry i didnt get to see you.,
it hurt really bad to know im never gonna see you again.,
and im sorry your son lied about your death a million times.,
cause yes he did., i never believed it.,
cause i know your where strong,.
i miss you nanna
love u
and i hope you and grandpa are together in heaven.,
LOVE U AND I MISS YOU..,
xoxo
( your granddaughter)
nadia
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