99 problems

everyone had them or is having them problems..
all kinds and of problems., but its how u handle them as person ,
problems can be a b*tch.,
but if someone else has made them then its the bigger challenge,
fixing stuff that someone else has made is not fair and a challenge.
i sit here mad as hell tryna explain  to someone that the problems im having is the biggest ever.,
im facing alot of sh*t someone else had made.
and who can clean up the mess i do..
some of you understand what im saying here
i have to hold my tears while im writing this.
cause it hurts so bad.,
some people think having a problem meens breaking a nail or something stupid..,
no you aint seen nothing yet.,
im talkin about stuff that people get hurt trauma's..that kinda stuff.
one day im ready to tell my story completely,
but now i can't. maybe soon..,
but the mess that that person has made has left a mark on my life.
and i have to clean up the damn mess.
you think the people that hurt you acculy f*ckin care about the damage they left NO!! they don't care..,


and do you think that when you have been tru a trauma that someone that hasnt been tru it..can try to understand.
they can't ., some just can't and some just won't.
the only person that understands is YOU !!!
other can try to understand but they will never know..,
but if u have been tru stuff together.., that still doesnt meen that both of you understand what both of you feel,
each individual feel diffrent.,
duh everyone knows this..,
yeah but not everyone understands..,

having problems more then you can handle ..,
yeah i understand.., but i cannot understand what it does to you..,or someone else.
but we can feel only one thing the same.., WHY ME ???!!
im a good person .,

the only thing i can tell you..,
your not alone..,
like humans problems come in diffrent shapes and sizes..,
but like i said its up to us what we do with it..,
do we sit here and cry about it.., or do we fix it..
eventho it may be someone else their mess.,

or do we play the cards we have been delt.,
or try to play the cards.,
but is karma coming in between..,
and messing up the cards.,

99 problems
but being a b*tch ain't one..,