happy b-day ( A )

its almost my nieces 15th b-day..
and i wanted to wish her a good and happy b-day..
man it seemed only yesterday i was holding her as a baby singing making up stories for bedtime.
and ( A ) if u read this im sorry i cannot be there on your big 15th b-day.
its not your fault, but just know that i love you..no matter what ,
we dont have a perfect family and by now you know this.
im not perfect neither nobody is..but my love for you is real and its not going anywhere.
when you where a little girl we had a bond that was thicker then blood..
and i dont regret the time ive spend with you.
cause when i was little i did not have a big family...until me and ur aunt (my mom) went to where ya'll lived.
and all of a suden i had a family, and a niece and nephew that i could babysit and hold and play with..
i remember you where always dancing making everyone look at the dance you have created.
that is talent babe...now you have grown to a teenager
and we dont see eachtother as much anymore.
and im sorry for that..
like i said sometimes some surcomestanses make it hard.
but regardeless i will always love you,
cause you are the one that i have seen grow up.
and become a youngwoman im proud off.

and if there is anything you can always come to me..
i will listen, and not judge. and not laugh.
life is not easy and sometimes it does not go like you want.
but PLEASE BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY IT WILL BE OKEJ.
cause i believe in you
and sweetie please dont believe the bad stuff some people say ...about me or you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
YOUNG PRINCESS
I LOVE YOU
AND IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU  ( REMEMBER THAT )

xoxoxo
nadia