i am nadiaah

heey
im back so ive painted the house,, yeah pieces of it LOL.
i did not get the chance to do everything,
but it was a bussy week lets just say that..
man the bullsh*t i have heard this week oh my god..
not only in my life the bull keeps coming but i heard some things in the news that kinda made me wonder !!
the thing that kept me wondering was a special on tv about some medicine that can help out cancer patience ..theze medicine supost to be beter then the old ones.
but what shocked me was the fact that theze patience sometime dont even get the new beter medicine they need..and they where prescribed by the doctors that treat them.
and the doctor say and recognize and theze doctors want the patience to be treated with that kind of medication. but there is simply not that much money..
soo the people on higher places say..
i totaly understand there is much money that needs to be spend on healhcare.

but i have seen with my own eyes how one hospital is complaining about money ,
and all of a sutton they are rebuilding the whole damn place.
i thought there was no money for good medication or what ever they need.
but then all of a sutton they are rebuilding the whole damn place for millions,
that could have been spend on medication .and healthcare.
and answer to your maybe question yes the hospital looked fine it was clean.
it did not have any flaws it was big enough place,

so and now the bull comes.
after the big rebuild and millions,
they have made a choice that that same hospital is moving to another place.
WHAT????
so in my eyes that money got flushed tru the toilet..
damn shame with that money people coulda been helped.
but hej who am i to say that..
they probebly would say that i dont know sh*t.
but i have my right to my opinion.
and this is what i feel.
but what my point is ..
whyyy is the healthcare going bad..
we are paying sooo much money for healthcare,
and we are intiteld to good healthcare.
and when we are sick and we get the chance to get beter with a medicine.
we cannot get it cause its to exspensive..
WHAT???! well f*ck that dont say there is a cure then and dangel it infront of my face and then tell me i cannot get it..
that is messed up..

am i the only one who feels this way..
but im gonna be honest not every hopital is this way..
or doctor. there are some great incredible hospital and doctors.
and theze good ones must get the credit and respect.
so for the ones who save lifes everyday and doing a good job.
thank u ,

it was not my intension to make all of the hospitals and doctors look bad.
cause im gonna be honest there are some good and like i said they diserve our respect.

but i want to say my thing about the bad ones.
that only give a damn about money..
f*ck that a humans life is soo much more worth then any dollar euro or what kinda money in the world and much more worth then anny amount of money.

the bullsh*t we call healthcare needs soo much more changes..
they need to see the people that pay the damn bill.
and yet again its expensive yeah i know.
where talkin about billions..and billions ,
but they need to understand that dangling the best cure in our face and then say oh yeah we cannot give it to you cause the board thinks its to exspensive.

f*ck the board , this man/woman/child's life is in the hands of a board that sits on there ass and talk about it for weeks and weeks.
in that time that person could have been on that medication.
and could be in recovery.
off cource a board of people is needed , MMM ( i have my doubts)
but whyy does it take wweeeeeks or months for someone to get there answers.
and why is it when people want a early answer they get blowed off..
what helll to the no..

does this sound fine to you????????
to me it doesnt.
we and they need to change that whole arrangement.
cause we are talking about peoples lives here.

and that is the bullsh*t i was talkin about i saw on tv.
but i gotta go..
im out..
ill be back

xooxoxox
nadia