i am nadiaah

heey
wow its been a bussy couple of days...
and yesterday i was at my grandmother's house with my mother..
i had so much fun..i always do when i am withe those two ladies.
i dont have much family..and truthfully theze two women are the ones i love the most.
cause i can depend on them, they love me for the person i am..
and lord knows i made my share of mistakes.
but they dont look at that they love me for me ,
and i love them , god knows how much i love them.
like i said i dont have much family,
yeah i know i am a mommy's and grandma's girl.
mm yes i conffess. and im not ashamed of that,

but yesterday i had the best day ever with them.
i relized that im a lucky woman.
to have such great rolmodels.
and to have theze ladies in my life,
and im soo lucky to have them in my life to kick my ass when im being baddass.

if i could get the moon or stars or the sun for them i would.
i wish i could do something to let them know i appriciate them both.
in my mind saying i love you is not enough.
i know it sounds so corny ,
but not coming from a big family, makes me appriciate the things in front of me..

i really hope and pray that my grandmother and my mother will get what ever they want.
whatever they wish ,
have you ever loved someone in you family or of your friends or lover..
that you would do anything for..
would you go travel the world to see them.. get the stars or give all your riches just to spend time with your loved ones..
then you have seen and felt that kinda love..
love is universal..
i know it sounds soo corny that im acctuly talkin about love.
but when i was a kid my mom was the only one who love me unconditinaly tru it all.
tru the bad the good the rain the sun , the tears the laughter, she was there and still is here, ( respect for her) ( love u mommy)
cause damn i was not easy as a teenager.. and i might be not intirely that easy now.
LMFAO okej dont get me wrong im not a bitch okej yeah im not.
but after all that shit i have been tru, it made me a bit rough!
i wont let anyone f*ck with me at all.
that happens when you get screwed over to many times.
but hej im not the only one in this earth that has been tru bad stuff.

but what im tryna say in this story.
if you have someone that stuck by you , it might be a friend,or family or a lover.
and they are still here with you.
and they still love you tru it all, they saw you and stud by you tru everything.
then please appriciate it..and tell them you love em for that..
cause life is truly to short ,
and letting people know you care back is not a waste of time.
they will appriciate it.. trust me.

if theze people really love you for you.
then they diserve a place in your life.
and they diserve your respect and love.
the same they gave you..

remember life is to short.
life now....
love now....