Sunday, November 29, 2009

let it be

memories.
it can be cruel , and it can be good!
it's a brain picture that keeps repeating over and over in your head sometimes!
it's like a broken record that never seems to stop!
altho memories can be beautiful, it can be like a nightmare.
i relized today that i should let it all be! so i can go on!
ive been tru alot in my life! and it was not easy!
so i quess that im trying to really hold on to the good memories,
like a highschool music show, i had won first place,
or like my mom and me doing fun stuff together , or just laughing and having fun with my friends,
i wanna hold on to that good stuff!
cause lord knows i hade my share of sh*t in my life, sometimes it went from bad to worse.
but growing up has thought me that i can change that! so the good times i had and have,
is because i want to,
and the bad stuff well that still happens once in a while,
just like anybody else, the art is how you deal with that,

im gonna be honest tho,
sometimes i was sitting in my bed and thinkin god why ....
why does this sh*t happen to me, ( cause i swear to god it has not been easy in the past)
but like i said , its how you deal with the cards you have been given,
and tru some memories you can learn !
learn the good the bad and the ugly.
but i relize that i should let it all be!
and move on, and take what i have learned from my past ! and take my memories and try to never make that same mistake again,
look making mistakes is human, so thats not bad,
but learning from your memorie, that you should not do that again,
that is something to learn,
i know who am i to tell you this.....
and you should make the choice what u wanna do with your life,
but if u ever feel like you are alone in this,
remember this,

you are not alone,
if you go tru some troubles in your life,
know that i and millions of other souls in the world know how it feels to be alone!
and they know how it feel like u and i that life is not easy,
and that memories of a past! can be a b*tch!
but like i said you are not alone!!

as hard and cruel as it can be!
inbrace it, but also let it be.

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