learned

wel this week i decided to paint the attic , and it's a big ass attic.everything that i know how to fix in the house or painting or whatever needs to be done,ive learned from my mom my grandpa and grandma,they always said to me never count on anyone to do you're shit.it's nice to have someone to help you off cource,but i think that learning to do stuff on you're own is a good thing tho.no one knows how you want it except for just you,.you know what you want,so ive learned alot from my grandparents and mom,my grandpa was the one who teached me sum stuff when i was a young kid,he teached me how to learn to deal with money Affairs ,and he teached me to never give up ,on anything i wanted in life,and i always had my mom and grandmother as my chearleaders,and still they are my chearleaders, chearing when i need it the most,my grandmother never lets anyone walk over her, that's what i admire of her,she is 70 years old and still kicking ass, and still having a racersharp mouth LOL.nah for real, she wont let no one fuck with her,she is like the old version of eminem , and i love her for that , my aunts don't like it, but i apriciate that about her,she won't take no for a answer and will not listen to bullshit,and she will neverrr give up, and she will kick ya ass if she needs to,and specialy when you mess with her,my mom never had it easy,she was left out , my aunts always used here as trash, and that was my reason for my midelvinger in the air and saying fuck you to them,cause no one touches my mom,they don't understand what my mom and me have been tru back in the day,my mom disurves a award for kick ass chick of the whole universe, she had to fight to get us save, and we made it ,but my aunts still feel the need to fuck with her,thankfully she does not give a damn anymore,and she sticks her middelvinger out,and says the words i dont give a f***ck,and i am so proud of her for that, my mom is a fighter for everything she had to put up with,and she is my angel and i will forever have her back,she me im a i chill kinda girl,but when people f**ck with me i will get there ass,believe that, i won't let no one walk all over me,and i won't let no one stab me in the back,cause ive been tru it,as a daugher im good,somethimes a badass,as a granddaughter im a angel ,as a niece i am a gardian for my sweethearts,as a friend im loyal, when i say i got ya back , i got ya back, i was raised like this, i never and i reall am speaking the truth ,never stabt anyone in the back,cause it happent to me,and i won't do it to no one else, even if i hate there ass,no the best revenge is doing good,and that is the only revenge i will ever do,cause haterz are not worth my time or by breath or my words,this is what ive learned from the people closest to me,and ive learned sum of it on my own,the hard way


and i woud not change my life if i could,