time goes soo fast ( no anger)( no sadness)

time goes soo fast,

i remember everything that ive done , the good stuff is taking over ,

i used to think about the bad stuff that happend,

but lately the good stuff of the past is coming back at my,

it makes me stop for a second and breath in and am thankfull for it,

cause it toke me long time to get here,

cause my life has not been easy to say the least,

but like i said time goes so fast,

i just remembert all off the things i did when i was a teenager,

i am 24 now , and it sounds soo dumb when you hear a 24 year old remembering how it all was,

but i think i need to, cause my life never was that easy,

school pretty much sucked,

except for the part when i and my friends had so much fun,

and i finaly fel in love,

with a guy who was soo wrong but soo cute,( never worked out)

i remember everything from fooling around with the guys,

to having jokes with your girls,

to writing secret notes in class,

and making the teacher mad , because miss thing over here was a smart ass, LOL

i remember everything,

cause recently ive seen one of my old friends,

and we don't talk no more cause of some girl who thought i was nececery to talk behind our backs, (to make it short) she wanted somone to kiss her butt,

and im not like that att all,

im honest loyal and a great friend to have,

and im not saying this because i want all of you to think that,

no really if you woud meet me you woud see i am a loyal person,

and i becam this was cause i was raised like this ,

but ive seen my old friend she had child now a little baby boy,

im happy for her , eventho we don't work as friends im happy she found what she was looking for,

because of old friends i remember yeah school did suck,

but in the end when we where friends they made it easyer for me to go,

( plus eminem off cource ) his music made it easyer to go,

alot has been happening between my 15th year and my 24th ,

but ive learned to think of the good,

cause i dont wanna hold a grudge against the past i can not change anyway,

and i will not stay mad att people who pissed me off or caused me pain and missery i will not stay sad for the ones who backstabbed me,

no i will not hold a grudge or i will not stay mad, or even cry, NO

i will look back and think.................

not everything in my past was bad,

so this is my goodbye to my past,

en hello to my new futer,

i wanted to share withyou,

who struggle with it,

know this you are not alone