im sitting here thinkin, about the stuff i did wrong,and the people i met that where so wrong,for me in my life, the so called friends i befriended.thank god i dont have em in my life now,i have three of the most lovely funny grazy loyal sweetest friends in the world.but today i also relised something,im still stuck in the past.some things i did not got an answer to.things that where stuck, things that where left in the dirt. things left to vanish,but ive learned that things in the past are in the past,and that you sude take life step by step.but when people say it,it is not that easy,cause your brain is like a recorder,when you least expected it will rewind .im thinkin i sude just walk away,but somewhere in my head, somethings are makin me so angry,and im not angry easy, but the things that are stuck are stuff i know for sure i will never get an answer to, not cause im scared to ask,no not that, it's just the questions i wanna ask to a person will never be answerd,im just gonna pick up my life and live it,ive been doing it for years now,and why sude i stop. ( i wont stop ) but when i was thinkin i relised that ,no im not ever gonna get answers,but i can say how i feel. and no one answers back at me,so im gonna just get it out my head, the things that where buggin me, to an old friend
( mar ) i really hate you for what you've put me tru. i always was a good friend to you, had ya back,was loyal. but you wanted to stab me in the back just to feel good again. and blaimed everyone for you're drama,you put your parents tru so much, and me, i will never forget and forgive,you have just lost a friend,
dad hate you for leaving us,hate you for all of the things you put me and ma tru, you have two faces, one for the world to see,and the other for us to indure.nice to the world but a monster to you're loves ones,you are fooling the world ,.but not me, im done with you.
the Devil Wouldn't Recognize You ,
but i do
NADIA.
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