update : my 2 weeks

omg this past 2 weeks has been stressed out!!!

ive been struggling to get my ass up and go to work,

cause 2 weeks ago , there was this guy creepy guy, 

and i really freaked me out, he totaly went in my space , up close and flirting and saying shit about the devil.

i was like WTF!!! 

look ive been through enough grazy sh#t in my life and i do not need more, 

cause im still cleaning up the mess from my past someone else had made, 

so i do not need no drama or grazy ass people in my life,

look im not tryna offend anyone,  

i can be grazy at times myself, but not in the way that it looks like i need to be in the nut house.

an honestly a little bit grazy cannot hurt., 

i do not like to judge people i dont know, 

but serriously did you ever had a encounter
 with someone and that somewhere in your soul it said ( RUN B#TCH RUN)
thats the feeling i got from this guy , 
and i have seen him once before and now he came right into my personal space,

wich i do not like, i think nobody like that,  i dont know. 

but that was 2 weeks ago,

yesterday one of my 2 half sister jessy , got back together with her ex ,

she has a baby by him.

the sweetest kid evaaah! but im her aunt so off cource im gonna say this kid is a sweet kid,

but my sister told me yesterday she was getting back together with him,

and im happy for her,

if this is what she wants , i will be there ,

i told here that what choices she makes i will be here , i got her back.

all i want for her is to be happy and if thats the choice that will get her there , 

then i will suport her,

 every step of the way,

and after that i found out, that there where gonna be more cuts , the government seems to think,

that we as a people can pay more ,

im not rich , i can hardly survive, 

and there are more people like me , and there are people that cannot survive at all.,

and the government seem to think we can pay more,

it feels like they are letting us fall,

they do not realize that there is gonna be so many more homeless,

they do not realize that there are gonna be so many debts , so many problems,

so many struggling to keep their house , and get food on the table.

im scared ..., i have a house now..its rental but its mine,

we got food on the table.., im thankfull for those things

but its getting worse and worse every year,

i am truly scared , i do not wanna move outta this house.

i do not wanna  starve , i do not wanna get  sick,

cause healthcare price is getting so damn high thats not even funny,

im scared ..,but i guess there are so many that are scared like me.

but who knows whats gonna happen next year.

i hope its not that bad as some people claim it is gonna be ,

and i hope we all will survive this mad world ,

sorry if sound so depressing..

and im serriously gonna try to get online more often ,

thnx for stopping by..

keep visisting

i appriciate it

NADIA