scared

what hurts the most is that someone has done something to me so bad..
that i got scared to live life.
and till this day i still regret , letting them scare me that way.
cause after all theze years..i finally have found the courage to forgive them.
 and no not speccialy for them...but for me.
 they do not controle me or have any controle over my life any longer.
the day i took my strenght back, was also the day that i made a choice to accept what happend and no longer grief over the lost time.
or make up for the time that i have spend messed up.
no im gonna enjoy life.
im gonna take it step by step and try to do everything that i wanted to do but couldnt because i was scared.
                          IM TAKING MY LIFE BACK




p.s
for the sceptics.
being scared is a verry powerfull emotion.
it can take lives. i can destroy .
it can make any man or woman weak.
but on the other side being scared is not really a weakness.
if you give it the power...then it has the power to destroy and make you weak 
( WHEN YOU NEED TO BE STRONG)
#imjustsaying












love & respect
    Nadia