i am nadiaah

yesterday i was thinking ... and i was thinking life is going extremely fast.
and i realized that im still stuck .., im stuck in a time where i wanna  take a piece of my childhood back..
look my mom made sure i could be a kid.
but some Circumstances made it hard for me to be a kid.
me and other kids from way back and now grew up to fast because of
Circumstances.,
life can be cruel..,
look at japan and libya and other places.
things that are happening are soo weird and cruel.,
adults have issue's and kids are the ones that suffer.

so like i said i was thinkin about life.,
it goes fast.., i can hardly catch up.
sometimes it feels like im with my head up in the clouds.
and the world is passing me by..
and when i watch the world is strange to me.
i know it sounds so weird.
i can see everyone and i can hear everyone.,
but somehow the world still passes me by.,
and its weird..,
but it happens., and i know some may find me and that strange..,
but that is what happens when your stuck in a rut..,sometimes ...,
your stuck with your head up in the clouds
and you can hear and see things ,. but it still passes you by.
being in a rut..sucks..but only thing you can do is...........
catching up to the rest of the world..,
on your own pace and your own time..
and do it the way you want to..
you dont have to be the same as others..
you can be diffrent and special..,
and diffrent and talented.., and beter .,
but don't let Circumstances get you in a rut..
cause i did let it affect me.., and that is how i got in this place..,
with dark clouds and me walkin with my head in the clouds..,

but im gonna be allright..,
the dark clouds are almost vanished..,
and the sun starts to appear.,


i know all of this sounds weird.,
but heyyy im not like everyone..,
i will always be diffrent.., i will always be me..,
honest.., respectfull , and i will always say what i want..,


im gonna go..
ill be back ...,
have a great week..
see ya laterzzz
much love and respect
nadia