(no) MORE DRAMA

heey everyone sorry i took so long for me to come over and talk to you !!
but im back now !!
i hope you're summer is going good !
i know mine is boring , there is not much to do here where i live at..
and the weather hasnt been co-operating with the summer soo yeah its been pretty ugly weather here.
and is has been pretty ugly at with the family !
i know they can probebly read this duhhh !!
but i don't care anymore i need to get this off my cheast.


for years me and one of my aunts havent been getting along.
i wish it we could but we just can't !
i snapt at my grandmothers birthday party at her.
and she came and talked to me and she said that she didnt say anything to me to make me angry and snap.
no that is true that day she didnt .,
but the fact remains things have been done and said in the past i just cannot forget.
and that is why my relationship with that aunt hasnt been going good !
we both are hotheads that's what we have to admit.,
and yes me snaping at her at my grandma's b-day yeah that wasnt justified.


i take my responsibility for that.
but i really feel that she and hasnt taking any responsibility for the sh*t she did in the past or what she does now..
the weight of that i feel is all on me now..


it's 2 people in this messed up relationship we call family.
and im getting the blame for the most part now..
but i wanted to say sooo bad that she was doing some messed up things in the past to and she has to take responsibility for that.
but i didnt feel or see that.
why am i soo bugged with this..
my damn father does the dame thing.
and i hate when people say its all you're fault..and place all the blame on you.


look yes i take full responsibility for my share of it all.
but she needs to do the same.
instead of saying its mine and because i feel Insecure its all me..
maybe a part of it is
but lady it's also yours


is she reads this post she is probebly gonna be mad.
but giving my opinion and saying the truth is not a crime
so im gonna keep doing it!!

p.s
to my aunt
if u are offended by this post
im taking my responsibility !
but im not saying sorry for the truth !!
cause it is..


and to the readers
sorry i bored you with another drama filled post LMAO
next post will be no drama okej !!
thnx 4 stopin by
i appriciate it..