misinterpeted

there is soo many things i wanna say, but im scared that i will be misinterpeted and i don't want that, i just wanna say what on my heart.it's killing me , cause i really wanna say it, but im soo fuckin scared that if i do say it,i will come off grazy, and im not,i just wanna speak my mind, and my heart, and i don't believe in lying, and i don't believe in kissing ass , i just wanna say my thing and leave, cause it meens to world to me,to say theze words i have been longing to say, maybe one day i will get to say them,but for now i ques i will have to keep them to myself, in the hope i will get to tell you what i wanna say in person , face to face