kane dreamer ( incredible song)

this song is made by kane and its called dreamer its an old song not so old but ..
i wanted to share it with u cause this man who sings this made this song for his wife..
that sadly past away years ago..
beautiful song
dedication to guusje nederhorst rip

sick and bored

heey wazup ??!
sorry it took so long for me to come over here again.
its been a rough week !
im not feeling so good , im supost to be in bed .
but i cannot be sick and be bored..yeah weird i think the most of us have that ,
being sick is no fuckin joke and no fun duhh!!!
the first days i couldnt even get up so i was in my bed for the whole damn day.
now slowly im getting up and trying to move around ., that not working out for me..yet.
im in pain.., and if you are asking yourself no its not something bad.
i just have the flu and bad stomach ache , pfffff
so its not that bad!! its uncomfortable and painfull at times but f***ck it!!
so my week has been a eyeopener.
i have seen alot of people tryna imitate what i do..so sad.
and specially when its someone that cannot stand to see someone else in the spotlight.
and those same people claim to be perfect and they claim to do nothing wrong..
mwahahahhahaha do not make me laugh.
those people cannot even stand for someone else to be getting all the attention.
cause if someone else get the attention, those people freak out and start doing weird stuff.
and this person thinks at least i think that she thinks i don't know that she is lying about stuff.
and that she is this way.
she called me a fool , but you know what quess im not the fool haha.
yeah im so over it. (almost ) LMAO
im gonna turn my back on them hating lying imitating fake woman in my life and others in my life.
im getting to damn tired of listning to them talkin about themselves.
there is more on this damn planet that just those people.but they don't understand.
but f**ck it.. im done with it !!
i got beter things to do with my life and time..
its just ashame that she probebly told lies about me .that is soo not true,
well people that believe it.. shame on you..you lost a good one in me..
cause im no backstabber or lier..if i wanna say something imma say it in that persons face..
im real i am me..
and i may scream and talk loud sometimes .
but i am always me
loyal to my mom
loyal to my friends.
loyal person and honest.
you don''t have to believe it ! but its tru.
LIFE IS TO SHORT TO LIE ABOUT WHO YOU ARE..
and i rather make the best of it . and be who i am , and who i wanna be..

political drama ( they are not the boss over me )

i was just watchin the dutch news on tv, and there was a item on the politics.
and i wanna give my opinion about it.
cause the drama they make is ridiculous and some of the things they stand for are dumb.
like i heard that one political party is for making abortion illegal.
so that means that if a woman want to have an abortion she cannot have one..
i feel that ,that is a womans choice to make.
off cource i feel if a woman sleeps around and get pregnant alot of times but she doesnt wanna have the kid.
then i would say to this woman use the pil or take other measures to prevent to get pregnant.
cause abortion is not the answer in that case.
but things like rape or medical issues just real issue's ! then i say if u really wanna have abortion then its your choice to do so..
i don't like abortion but if there are things like i said rape or medical issue's  then every woman should get the chance to choice for herself and i stand behind that ..100% eventho alot of people may not agree with me.
but that is what one of the political party's stand for and making euthanasia illigal also.
again i feel that if someone is really sick and is dying and they are in soooooo much pain its there choice.
at least if they can still make that choice..
but the choice is up to them and their loved ones..
nobody wants to be in soo much pain and specially when u know you are gonna die..
that is inhuman..they should not suffer .
but im mad at all of theze politicians cause they are making choices that concern us the people of the country we live in .

they are making choices like the poor must pay more but the rich do not..
so where is the justice in that NOT,
so they make choices about whats in our wallets .
and now they wanna make choices of our body's .
NO THIS IS WHERE IT MUST STOP !!!
I make the choice what i want with my body !
I AM BOSS OVER MY OWN BODY !!!
and not these people ..

i am ashamed to be acctuly living here with this drama.
yeah some dutch people or other will say (WHY DON'T U MOVE THEN)
blah blah i choose where i live okej !!
but i do not choose that a guy that acts like a little kid and a racist and a doormat are gonna rule the country i live in.

but im dont with this ..
i just wanted to say what was on my mind!!


xoxo
nadia

thank you !!! ( yes you)

i was pimpin my blog again for the autumn !
and i saw that i had 1000 visitors and im happy..
i never thought people would acctuly come tru here.
i know this blog is nothing special.
its not a perez hilton blog or tila or whatever it may be.
but i wanted to share my thought with the world (that's you )
and i wanted to grow not only personaly but with this blog to.
im glad that the kid that thought she wasnt special has readers.
i appriciat it sooo much.
i know the numbers are not astronomical but i do not care ..
cause as long i as can reach one person im good!
so thank u for coming by each time. u get the chance to.
i appriciate it. truly...
so im hoping you will still visit me time to time and grow with me..
thank u from the bottom of my heart thnxx

much love
xoxox n
nadia

p.s
im gonna do more on this blog !!
so keep watching ! thnx

diana frances spencer ( Princess of Wales )

yesterday it wa 13 years ago that diana the princess of wales died !
she will never be forgotten..
she was a true sweet woman..
and princess of the world
and i wanna remember her
so here is my dedication to her..
rest in peace diana..
the world still misses you.